Three years ago I started this website to open up a “chatroom” of sorts for a safe place for victims to come to talk and to know that they are not alone. Late 2018, I was going to just let my original website known then as louellensliterature.com just expire. Then I met a man from tiktok, a social media app, and he talked me into fixing this website up and remaining on to help other people. I have always wanted to help people, but didn’t know how. I still don’t know if I have what it takes or not. After much prayer, and yes I do pray A LOT to God of what path I should take, it didn’t come as a surprise to me that this website really needs to go. After 4 years of this being up and me writing, I don’t see anyone communicating with anything I write. That tells me that they are probably getting their info in the right places, online at places like www.RAINN.ORG .
I was abused growing up and it’s all I knew so I married an abusive man. Oh don’t get me wrong, I started some of those arguments just so he would hit me to make me feel better. Yes I said that right. In order to right a wrong, I knew I needed the physical punishment. Or so I thought. I know much more now, but still not enough to thoroughly help others. I can see so much change. There are Facebook groups for victims, it’s so great and wonderful to see.
Now it’s time to put myself on the right track, the right track with God. I must let HIM lead me to where HE wants me to go, not to where I want to go. To the few that do read these, it’s time for me to say good-bye. I will probably write me between now and March 2020, but after that I will not renew SAAFELIFE.com. Thank you to all who have been reading. I hope and pray that you find the right fit for your needs. Maybe in a Facebook group, maybe in counseling, maybe in your daily journaling. But wherever you go, may you know that God loves you@